When you are extraordinary, why would you want to be normal? How can a prodigy be normal? How can an Olympic gold medallist be normal? How can a superstar be a normal person?
By the way, what is normal? Do you really know anyone who is exactly normal? Normal is society’s expectation of what a person needs to be and it is purely fictional, existing only in the collective imagination of society. Everyone struggles to show themselves up as matching this fictional normal and that is why no body can ever know someone else even in close relationships most of the time. Humans make everything in batches, exactly same. For example an iPhone 14 would be exactly similar to every other iPhone 14 in existence and it is easy to find out that one is not normal when it malfunctions. But God (or nature or universe or evolution or whatever it is that you believe created us all) does not work in the same way. Each creation is completely unique. That’s why one medicine doesn’t work in the same way for everyone.
I want to address your question now by ignoring the last three words. It becomes a statement now and it is an amazing statement. In my opinion you were a child prodigy, an adept, somewhat like a born saint or avatar. This ability will not come alone by itself you will be able to unearth many more miraculous qualities in you. I don’t know how old you are or anything else about your life. I would like to know more and see if I can help you understand your unique abilities and guide you to bring awareness to what more is hidden within.
Please read about Awareness Journey in the following web page and reach out if you are interested.http://hyderabadpsychologist.com/awareness-journey/