The right guru shows up at the right time when you are ready for them. The fact that you have approached me may itself be one such thing. I offer a six month mentoring programme called Awareness Journey. I call this a journey into the deepest aspects of your awareness. The awakening into your Awareness is the same as Kundalini awakening.
You may read some of my posts and answers on my Quora profile and practice the tools and practices that I have suggested. If you feel connected and encouraged you may reach out and enrol into my program. You can find details in the link below.http://hyderabadpsychologist.com/awareness-journey/